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pause…

admin — Sun, 08 Jan 2012 18:45:52 +0000

all my life..everything kept going.. and then one day you brought me pause. everything that once was in motion was won over. life stopped.

kuch kahi.. kuch suni..

admin — Sun, 20 Nov 2011 16:56:20 +0000

man to hai ki tum roz milo ,
roz kuch bakwaas ho ,
dil ki koi baat ho …
par itna haq hai ,
is ka kaise ehsaas ho ??

***

chalo aaj aapbeeti ke

daur bhi khele hum

kuch sun le hum

kuch keh le hum

***

jazbaat

gar lafzon ki

gulaam hoti

yon dil

na dhadakta

humara

***

kuch jazbaat daayre nahi samajhte,
samajhte to kabhi bayaan hone ko betaab nahi hote ..

***

na haq
na haqeeqat

ka daayra hai

junoon hai mera

tu raat,

tu din

tu hi hai savera

kaash

ki tum

aankhon ki shararat

ko samajh paate

Kaash

ki tum

saanson ki hararat

ko samajh paate

ye kissa hi

kuch aur hota

tumhare saare ilzaam

palat jaate

***

kaash koi likhta
aisa na sahi,
thoda kam hi sahi ..
par kehna na padta…
kaash koi mere liye likhta ..

kaash koi haq jataa ta
aise na sahi ..
kaise bhi sahi ..
par uljhan na hoti …
kaash koi itna haq jataa ta

***

jo likhi na parh sake

to likhawat kya samjhoge

jab soch hi sab karna hai

to mohabbat kya samjhoge

daayron mein daayra

dhoondh leti ho

sapne ko aankhon

me bhare moond leti ho

yon ishq-o-ashiqui

ka gala ghont kar

lafzon ko siskiyon

mein tabdeel na karo

ye shabd

ye ehsaas hain mere

ehsaan ke pardon me inhe

yun zaleel na karo

An undone task…

admin — Mon, 14 Nov 2011 18:47:22 +0000

If at all a would, a could
Turned to should and be
There is a path that we must take
Gently ordered he

What lies ahead
In order bright
Is sheath of death
To borrow

An undone task
Untouched so far
Demands our plunge
Tomorrow

For if we fail
To fall our foot
Should plough
The ground entire

In rummage,
of a darker day;
“VICTORY”
We must aspire

Saddled, equipped.
In a mild restrain,
of what may
happen hereon

He drew his sword.
He slashed the air;
then charging he roared -
“COME ON!”

Kind your best to me…

admin — Sun, 13 Nov 2011 18:58:36 +0000

You dont sound “You” anymore..
You have moved on.
Havent you?

The silliest of stories
have gotten rare
Or have they found you
new ears to root?

I so miss that familiar touch
that sensed my heart
in wrath.
Have you lost your sense of touch
Or has my heart
stopped beating at all?

I miss the glances
that in the silent blush
raided my thoughts
all the time.
Please tell me,
that they are there..
And i have not gone blind?

Blind my love
for you re my star
I seek no heaven
no moon
If at all I need to ask
You be my only boon.

Spear my heart!
Dont spear my love.
For that is wilder sorrow
What do i do with me today,
when there is no YOU tomorrow.

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Written in blood and gore for a prompt at http://www.writersdigest.com/editor-blogs/poetic-asides/poetry-prompts/2011-november-pad-chapbook-challenge-day-13#comment-98005

Fog…

admin — Fri, 04 Nov 2011 20:14:30 +0000

While the thoughts and the pressing need to be loved, dream of happening beginnings and the story to come, I lash the horses unmercifully with a harsh whip, pausing a silence, echoing deep in both thoughts and actions; and the oppressive sense of the outer world takes over what is inside urging to come out. None, I find understand or value the truth enough to decline from the thought of darkness engulfing the stammer of heart. A stammer worth attending, a stammer in need of a cure. With a gleaming smile then the dirt settles down, lost its own fog of existence. With exceedingly poised alacrity one wants to tear open the concealed, knocking down the confines of what bolts it underneath; but it gets foggier as it can be.

Mood: …

State: !!!

i want you to…

admin — Fri, 21 Oct 2011 17:17:41 +0000

i want you to have the time of your life, but

…..to know that your moments are not mine are killing me

i want you to keep smiling always, but

…..to see you blush for someone else makes me envy as one can be

i want your heart to skip a beat, but

…..without you in my life my heart wants to skip them all

i want you to have the time of your life, but

…..to know that your moments are not mine are killing me

i want you to keep smiling always, but

…..to see you blush for someone else makes me envy as one can be

i want your heart to skip a beat, but

…..without you in my life my heart wants to skip them all!

Raindrops…

admin — Sun, 14 Aug 2011 18:21:01 +0000

Raindrops..

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SEEPING…

in tiny little rivulets…

when it does…

hurries my heart

….into sudden leaps.

i curl into the warmth

…of your fingers

that convey

ONLY

what it doeth may!!

Scurried emotions

with each splash

of a wave

MESMERIZE

the existence

of Me

Thou shalt never know

how chaotic

cardiac bosom thumps

when these little driblets

wrinkle the sea

dying a slow death

unearthing

what could be

O scheming heart

Stop Now!!

for once… will you?

Dismayed you sound

have you never

endureth such a mystery

a love song…

admin — Thu, 11 Aug 2011 18:25:03 +0000

I think my heart just skip a beat
That crooked smile of yours
knocks me off my feet
I tell you. You re really sweet
keep smiling… all over me
keep smiling!!

I am waiting for this gorgeous smile
Will you bless me dahlin
for a while
keep smiling… all over me
keep smiling!!

Tera saath…

admin — Mon, 21 Feb 2011 16:58:38 +0000

Dastoor-e-mustaqbil mein

Saath na tha tumhara

To bhala hum

Tere wafa ko aagaz kyon karte

Jab vaqt hi saath chhod gaya humara

Toh shams-au-kamar

Gauhar ka libaas kya karte

Galiyaan ishq ki

Viraan hua nahi karti

Fir furqat me maah-o-saal

Teri maujudgi ka ehsaas kyon hai

Dil ko yaqeen tha

Ki TU HAI

Fir mashroofiyat ke marhaalon me lipat

Tere jaane ka avval-o-aakhir ehsaas kyon hai

Waqt bewaqt, khud se na jaane kyon

Main ye sawal jawaab karta hoon

Ae shareeq-e-mohabbat

Na jaane kyon aaj bhi main tere

Kasb-e-hunar au dillagi ka hisaab karta hoon!

Dastoor-e-mustaqbil mein

Saath na tha tumhara

To bhala hum

Tere wafa ko aagaz kyon karte

Jab vaqt hi saath chhod gaya humara

Toh shams-au-kamar

Gauhar ka libaas kya karte

Galiyaan ishq ki

Viraan hua nahi karti

Fir furqat me maah-o-saal

Teri maujudgi ka ehsaas kyon hai

Dil ko yaqeen tha

Ki TU HAI

Fir mashroofiyat ke marhaalon me lipat

Tere jaane ka avval-o-aakhir ehsaas kyon hai

Waqt bewaqt, khud se na jaane kyon

Main ye sawal jawaab karta hoon

Ae shareeq-e-mohabbat

Na jaane kyon aaj bhi main tere

Kasb-e-hunar au dillagi ka hisaab karta hoon!

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Dastoor-e-mustaqbil – fate

Aagaz – calling

Shams-o-kamar – sun and moon

Gauhar – jewellery

Libaas – Clothes

Marhaal – Phases

Avval-o-aakhir – from the beginning to the end

Kasb-e-hunar – etiquette, attitude

Furqat – separation

awaargi…

admin — Mon, 21 Feb 2011 16:52:34 +0000

Kashmakash au awaargi mein

yon dil jhulas gaya

Tu yon muskara chali gayi

Main yon kilas gaya

Tere rooh ko tadap

Badal baras pade

Tu jidhar se nikal gayi

Mausam palat gaya

Zameen pe lacharon

ki laashein bichh gayi

Hod mein majnuon ki

Bhauen khich gayi

Uss bheed mein gum

Ik shakhs yon ghayal ho gaya

tumhare husn aur ishq

Mein yon kayal ho gaya

Maut bhi naseeb na hui usko

Zindagi se bhi banda zaahil ho gaya