If I havent told you
I missed you
I have..

If I havent told you
I ll die if you go
I shall..

If I havent told you
I care for you
I will.

If I havent told you
I love you
I do.

Short lived though..
Blessed you are
he was not a liar alone,
But beautifully weaved;
in the web of lies

But Oh why
Why he had to be a liar !
Was he not tempted
to be by the beauty?

The breeze caresses our thoughts;
And we gaze at the stars above.
As emotions jazz to our significance,
Resonates the MUSIC OF LOVE !

Revering our castle in air;
My hand reaches for you my DESTINY.
Drawing you closer in my arms,
Playing the moment like a symphony !

Just when a meeky flower,
Gazing at the brightest star,
SIGHS… longing for its lover,
Sitting in the sky so far.

It exudes its finest fragrance;
That would breach all its confines.
A feel so intoxicating;
That would beat the finest wines;

As it blooms in all its glory;
It did the moment seize.
The aroma it oozes out,
Shudders even the cool breeze.

It screams.. Sashays.. and dance
Erect and proud it stands.
Breathing the scented air,
Gyrates in spiritual romance.

Romancing to the glory;
Standing so very proud.
I envy that feeling abound,
As if deprived to mark my love,
“I love you” – I shout aloud.

My partner looks surprised.
Astonished to the fact,
Mystified, she chuckles,
“Now that was subtle impact !”
“But here its just you and me darling”
“Why such a random act?”

Addled.. Jumbled.. Mixed up
With whatever I say,
I fuddle up but try to charm,
And whisper it right away.
“The twinkle in your eyes darling!
Like the cosmic ray;
Those venture deep inside
And just do something on its way.”

“Intrigued, enchanted I feel
These are driving me nuts!”
Curious, surprised, she looks
But now comes no if’s or but’s

She whispers them back to me;
Confides those magic words.
Kidnapping me in a tight embrace
A unison of its own accord.

Squeezed.. Pleased by this gesture;
I ogle at the flower,
Boastful of my possession.
Conceited.. I won a war!

The flower leans aside;
Still zapped, zilched with pride.
It textures me with feelings;
As all my thoughts collide.

Its aroma.. Its beauty.. Its nectar..
To my love; how can i compare?
Its love for its beloved,
Its more than just love there!

Until now uncapable of seeing;
How it made it a better being;
In the world that it abides.
Whereas my love was so impure;
Stained with envy and pride

To right my wrongs as I was taught.
In hatred as i grew;
Forged a reality in my mind, of love,
And dared all false to true.

I want a better me,
Covetous, now is all over;
I feel blessed,
As i come out re-born;
Of this construed love HANGOVER.

A fantasy.. the mirage of love;
Now all has changed for good.
Some unsaid wisdom in the night;
That were once misunderstood.

The grass is still green;
The sky still blue.
Now fantasy became reality,
And reality became you.

I oh so love you still darling;
Is all i have to say.
May you remain happy for ever,
And ever, is all I pray.

Not that if you are not with me;
Would make it all so sour.
You ll always make a better me, I know,
Yes ..now.. I am that flower!

Don’t say “Tts not your fault but mine”
It brings anguish and pain.
Dont say “You want to; but you cant.”
It drizzle’s like acid rain !!

Don’t say a thing against you;
It bleeds my very soul.
Its not your serve, if in your life
I could define me No role.

Don’t say “You should forget me.”
My heart, it ruptures deep.
By just thinking; how I would do it,
It scrapes off my very sleep.

Don’t say, I should just let you go;
I know, you mean no harm.
Can we not just happily live the charm?
We don’t need this false alarm !

Scathed, wounded, stressed I be.
Whenever I think of it !
Best times together we ve spent;
Can we not just cherish it?

You taught me, why I shouldn’t connect,
To people around; I do.
You remind me, life’s journeyed single,
O so much I thank you.

I would have missed so much sweetheart;
Without you, by my side.
Colors… Of a happy life..
Moments.. I treasure with so much pride !

I know, how difficult, it is for you.
To be for me, and my ready demands
I steady me to handle it; but lose it all to my love
When all my greedy thoughts dance.

O so much I want you,
I know darling, I am selfish.
I ll do whatever you want me to;
Your every single wish !

Elbows greased.
Gearing towards;
End or beginning,
I know not what.
Saline sudation;
Trickling down the crystal;
Washing away all dirt.
An attempt… to
Condense hereafter !
Falls steep !!
Banished..
Like Charges discharged ..
Outpours..

A breakup for an affair
That never was..

As moments were cherished,
In our sacred shrine,
Days become brighter,
Brighter than sunshine !!

Joys behold !!
Elated in pride B)
Then the oracle shrinked.
Today.. Someone died !!

why what how who
Is not to question.
Dont seek details,
I would never mention.

It was..
And will be…
Whatever it was !
Dream superficial;
Or a faux pas.

I still cherish it;
And will always do.
It’s meaning to me
Withal …
Holds good and true !

Yet am brought
To state of trance
Curious to wonder..
Awed by your stance !!

Fanatic he was,
Fiend to a fanciful feel,
Fooled to a farcical fiasco;
He feebly feeds,
The feeling that fees him,
To fall flat to his own
Fiesty evaded gaurds,
Felony to his conscience;
Fences his senses,
To fender the fun;
With fused,
Confused emotions.

Flabbergasted by the flare;
Of ferocious edits,
To festered wounds.
TRYING to feast,
The fatal flavour;
That was so flawless;
That he kept,
Foolishly trying,
To fair and square,
THE FICTITIOUS.
Fielding fiercely,
For the fantasy;
That may fall apart,
And fade,
Falcated to a fallacy;
To feign and fright,
Of unfavourable faults.

Filitering follies,
To figure out,
And fathom his fate;
Like in a Frankenstein lab
Freezing to the thoughts,
Of what the final cut,
Will finger at,
Towards the FINISH !!
Will it flicker,
Before the flame flees?
Flooded with wild thoughts,
That once flourished,
Now flock him with
Furious fluctuations.
Will they,
Set him free?
What is to
Flutter next?

A focus that is fogged,
And foliated with fumes;
That freckle the
Fright of his free-will.
With friction all over,
Fuelling a fire,
A fuller functional circle;
Towards his future,
His funeral.
Will his film,
Fail or pass,
For the certificate of viewing;
From the film federation;