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story of a morning stare…

November23

With first gesture of the morn,
As the world begins to outline.
In the faint smudge of darkness I stare;
For glimpse of a span lost in time.

The dark trunks of willows,
Slowly in the grey they show.
Start to whisper an enigma
As all their secrets follow.

Patches of green with a road
With a sunken track gets sketched.
Sweet memory of those picnic spots
From the days of school get fetched.

Yes… a red road to nowhere.
Frozen slurry and damp..
Adumbrated loud on canvas,
Along the stretches of a foggy cramp.

Muddy shadows of houses in brick,
Scattered in the field appear.
Like tiny black mushrooms grow overnight
Slowly.. when the dim started to clear.

The air still hazy and chill,
so serene thoughts they pump.
Is it a road to the mackerel,
Through that blue smear on the hump?

All the flowers out there
In the morning lento bloom,
Without the fear of being robbed in time..
So if you dream to chase that dawn
for a backslide there is no room.

Soon..the shadows slide to the ridges
As the breeze begins to rhyme
In harmony to actualize the dream,
All my fears sublime…

Strung to your smile
These visions loud!!
Someday on that mount…
We ll date like that cloud

Yes its a dream…
For a dawn to be,
An early morn,
For just you and me…

some pearls and the world they create…

November12

On a timeless journey
Some dewdrops suspended by chance…
The foggy out that they create
When its their time to dance.

Tiny pearls
On the grayed leaves
Shining in sunlight they were..
Tears on the eyelashes
Of.. that once was…
A story untold appears.

The earth still damp
The sky still dark
The air so cool and crisp..
Narrating stories of the past
In the silent misty fill..

Breathing to thee
High and low
Whisper they now and then
I long for you
for eternity now
The nectar of life itself

The dawn breaks
In tethered confines
To ripples in shafts of light
The disdain, tragic,loverly couples
With pillow
Who were crying all night..

The morning dew
Is god’s tears they say
But now I doubt it too
The fog thick
To get clear with
Is but your challenge to do

So rise .. embrace
The air within
That fiddles
Your heart with might

Come walk the grass
The dew they hug
Barefooted
In open you stand
Tickle your senses
To morning delight
And let a smile ignite

Stay and breathe
for the aurora will greet
with a calm serene insight
Cuddle with the air
And a sunlight hug will confirm
“Yes my dear…
Soon… everything will be alright.”

Concealed…

October6

Screaming ABDABS
Across the board
I ACTION stations
in pursuit of
an admirable Crichton
who ld AID and abet
AIR and grace
and comfort my pace..

But…
as if i walk on air
on an excursion
to Alladin’s cave.
Alienated!!
you remain…
to my
alpha & omega.
while
I run amok,
up the ANTE,
with an appeal;
to the Caeser,
THYSELF;
thinking;
you ld axe
apples to oranges,
and argue the toss
as an article of faith;
while my expectations
flame to ashes
and my ideas
all auctioned..
NUMB…

The ball of fire
behind the eight ball now;
stop ROLLING..
As the balloons go up;
the bare bones barred,
in a barrel of laughs
with a tender recoil
get a BEAD
on my existence
BEER and skittles!

“Yes…” – you say.
The cat is belled!!

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August29

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the Delhi Meet…

August28

Okiedokes… At first i wanted to capture this but then I didnt……. and then something happened … Surabhi, the hostess of the meet wrote a post and re-ignited the passions to the dying flame… So herez a random capture of what all happened at the Delhi Meet on August 2, 2009… yea yea.. that was friendship day… A community from orkut planned to meet after almost an year of planing shanning…. proposing and conforming to all the pre-reqs of the meet :P

Agendas… None

Venue: CCD (:P i dont rem what was that place) in New Delhi :D

Time: 12 mid noon

Who All? umm… we know each other for an year now, online that is; these ubercool identities finally thought its time to break out of the coccoon.. but only five of us were brave enough for this frogging :P

Members who finally made it:

Surabhi – the humor queen hostess

Saurabh – What next??

Who am I aka Priy – I am yet to find me :P

Shiney – Am cool !! :)

Navin – I ll capture all of this :P

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So on to the story rightaway… I was told there is a meet coming up on August 2nd and i thought “okay it ll be fun!!”…… It surely was!! :D

Just as a matter of fact from past experiences I had my plan B ready I took a book with me just incase…. you know… noone turns up :P yes that happens here in delhi :P specially if its general community other any software thing or entrepreneurial thing…. ppl just dont turn up… :/ Anyway back the story…

I entered the scene… and here z what it was like… I noted two people going yak yak yak and one sitting in a corner observing them kind of silently :P the best part was, they didnt realise, that they changed gears and overtook this candidate whenever she had somethin to say :P bechari…. n somethng quiet astonishing was the fact that the queen wanted to stay longer but the maharajical majesty was bored after he was left with no spice to curry his “What next”….

And our very own humour guru Surabhi .. well her potential is unquestionable and she mantained the pace right throughout :D

Girl you have some talent!! a perfect gossip guerilla …. hats off to her energy and wit !!

whatever came out of her bag was strictly confidential but so very bloggable :P also i must say there was fellow who gained all the focus of the hocus pocus :P right from the start towards the end…. :P I dont recall his name.. but he is known for proposing all the dames in the community :D “Do you have a bry frand? :P ” Okay agreed.. thats too much masala :P

then aayee thodi late lateef who had not clue of the time… or even who she was…. ”who am I?” :P she kept observing people… blushing at intervals… excusing herself for a bad throat :P whenever the needle was pointed to her :P but later on we found out that she z known for her love for pizzas and couches in pizza hut :P

But……..If there is one person who made the most of the meet was who else but Nivi…. She called to speak to everyone and boy she got all the chance to talk to so many of em… “Satsreeakal from Simranjeet”… “hello from Spriglief” (aka Springleaf; courtesy Surabhi)…. kya haal hai from Megha……. and so on….. kya kismat he uski :P and she believed all of it :P LOL!! All the roles and mimickry was again Courtesy the humour queen…. who else Sur madam :P

Yea… One more fellow barged in towards the end of the meet :P and the instant reaction from Priy was to put her bag on the seat just in case…. this gentleman accompanying another fine gentleman who was no less than a model (no kidding here) came right in asked for the phone… made the calls to 911 :p and then flinged the chair and confronted the mankind with the most perplexing gesture.. Hello!! meet?? AP :P

and then vanished in the dark like a shaktiman… boy was he quick…. and determined to just do his job the call i.e. 911 and back to evergreen eversville like Stallone…. kya entry thi by god !! :D

Finally towards the end of the meet our very own christopher columbus; the explorer who literally found half the members onboard and was the so called hostess of the meet who was multitasking all this while …. celebrating a bday party simultaneously; meeting a fella and playing brownie brownie yes papa :P …. dogfighting humor banter with another onboard pilot…. and manuevering the meet proceedings…. also gossiping abcd to xyz…. was finally silenced and quietened and brought under controlled counselling environment :P (that can be another big post .. how n what)….

Waise Surabhi has it defined and very clear either guys in her life are “brother kind of thing” i guess instantly she decides who to put in that category and who in the other :P

tch tch … so many things happened in those six hours..where Saurabh had to control the sync of where thngs are going with his “What next?” We wonder wat made him leave so early :P “What next?”

So What next? :P

I guess tht shd sum up somewat… though I can go on and on with all the things that happened … so many still to cover … may be next time ;)

And i realised we have an invisible monitoring committee at AP :P who keeps all the whereabouts of who z going around wid whom.. and who is seeing whom… and also wat are future probables :P

BEWARE GUYS!!! You are under vigilance !!! and call for thy god if SPOTTED  by the Gossip guerrillas!!! :P

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All this is spiced up banter… no offences meant and no intentions to hurt anyone … so take it lightly and enjoy the story :D Thank you for being patient if u read all this crap. :D U hv some forbearance!!!

… and next time .. try and be at the meet :P

a reverie……….

August8


Like a butterfly,
I long for you..
MY Petal of rose……
and my heart
thumps twice that of
a cuckoo clock………
Nonstop it goes
tick tock…
Tick Tock!!

With eyes closed
Star gazing in daylight
Lost in your thoughts
All my sentiments collide
Right from your blush
To the roll in the hay
An amorous jazz
Like the sound of a fountain
All my jitters play

A tune… A song
A melody to which
like a silly golden fish
I dream and dance
In eternal romance!!

Just when………
your smell divine
Fresh n Crisp
like the forest green
or the Hush
Blowing on the beach
sketch me a sunset serene…..

you Near me good….

….. and whisper to me..
Up and close…
In a voice…
like a car SQUASHING an orange…
and all my emotions OOZE out
like a BLEEDING RAINBOW of mixed feelings

‘I love you boy’
you say!!
and then…..
you drill me hard…
DEEP inside….
‘But……….’
like a jet crashing
to a tower
your voice gets drowned…
And I in your
in your charm and power!!

YES…
the earth rotates
for the first time i feel
and like your cat
i meow back to you

‘Dont peel your reasons!!’

‘My love for you
or your for me
is much much more than
a changing season….’

‘lets keeep it this way..’
……….
……….

i will always love you….
……….irrespective
of all else’…. if’s….
or whatever you say!!

………..and may be..
someday………..!!!

you never know…

miracles do happen!!!

they say…….

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Random muse….. totally…. not what i wanted it to be…. nevertheless.. i thought i ll post this….
Open to thy criticism :) Be kind! ;)

Three princess’ and a dog… :P

August4

Once upon a time,
ages ago,
there lived three sisters,
and a dog………
The sisters were the princess’
of the kingdom…
and the dog was I…

The legend has it;
they would always fight,
for every silly this n that;
and no one ever,
would even dream
to stay out of the mess,
or ever complain or cry…

Spending those two hours
in the power cut;
was the most exciting you see..
To make air bubbles
with the blank pen’s refill
big bigGER BIGGEST
BIGGEST in all that can be…

And soon it would turn
to a bugle from the bubble
and wage upon a war…
To fetch more light
from the lantern
they shared,
whilst in the darkest hour!

And that would result
in areas on mat,
to mark the four divides..
No not of anything hostile;
just to make em stay
in their plotted confines…

‘this is my space’
one would say.
‘you re the crossing the line’
- Another.
‘you better stay on ur side mister’
‘else…..I know’
‘how to get what’s mine’
‘….and forget that u re my brother’…

The youngest one,
would then take a lead,
and recite poems
in voices so loud…
Then so faithfully
to win back the glory lost,
I would double the pitch
of my sound!!

And when I speak
of voices bold
how can I not mention this..
when the princess’
would hunt the butterflies
in the gardens of yesterday
I would raise my staff
up in the air to say
‘I have the power’
‘Come to me for rescue if you may’!!

Now scenes have changed
and the times as well.
They live in the corners
of the big kingdom…
One longs to get back
and mix up well
hoping the days
shall soon again come!!!

To remember and cherish
those moments they lived once,
they send me a fine yarned thread…
and it binds us together
in warmth so firm;
and i just know it
that i am so BLESSED!!

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This post is dedicated to my three sisters with whom i used to fight so much when i was a kid… we were made to sit n study 6-8 everyday… and my mom was very strict with the timings…. this post shares of what all adventures we had in that time… or even in the garden when I would pretend to be He-man with a sword :P and those funny enthusiastic retakes….. today i just captured it on the eve of rakhi :)

some sounds i heard…

August3

Today I speak
Of sounds I heard…
SOUNDS
I heard so many..
Some brawl, some brag
Some hush, some blush
Some….
Not even worth a penny

Some hunh.. some haan..
Some tuned.. some true.
Some driven.. some lost..
They were…
Some puns intended,
Uncashed they stayed.
Some things;
Still appear so blur

Some registered well.
Untagged some stayed
Some charged with thrill
They came!!……..
Some moments flowed;
Some raced with time.
Some pauses…
Just couldn’t fill!!

Some speculation..
Some mull to chew
Those came with
Flawless flow………….
Some words of wisdom
From a fellow comrade
Somethings
That you must know!

Some words unspoken
In smiles they said
That meant a lot
They did!……………….
Some forayed intrusion
With words all lost
With a puzzled look
To get rid!………………..

All in all,
The jazz was great
The concert
A total SUCCESS!!
On a buddy day,
Some friends you make,
What better way,
Can you be blessed!!

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Inspired by the events at Delhi AP meet today

lovestory of a raindrop…

July28

The driblet
falling from the sky
PURE and Divine
Comes down…
SEARCHING
for its MINE!
Gets Marred…
Greased Impure..
Is a bait
for itself..
A decoy,
for its cure…
In the journey
AMONG
the million drops
but NONE
to couple with
To form a Stream…
Just when
it EYES
a candidate
and…
those
little nimble musicians
of the air,
Warble forth
their CURIOUS ditties
with a Curious FEAR
Surrounding…
the sweet smelling breeze
when the GANG
comes cracking down
does ALL….
but to Seek
that ONE Glance
from the FLOWER….

Today seems to be one such day!

xyz now what…

July28

Good…Bad or whatever…. am not writing something good enough to post for quiet some time.. so finally thought i ll post those which i nvr published… a depressing write.. work of fiction though.. i dont like em…

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When all the sync goes unanswered
All diverted to be
I wonder if it still holds good
I wonder if i can call us WE

A long awaited list i have
That awaits a solution of the prime
Of all the to-do’s that we once planned
Are you still my partner in crime

A carefree notorious young lad
Happy-go-lucky or mad
And then i met you once transformed ever
And met a ME i never had

Just tell me what you want
Just share your devious will
No matter how unpenetrable, difficult it is
I am ready to go for the kill

You are someone i never knew
and I guess I never will
Sometimes you care so much
and sometimes so cold and still

I dont like it this way at all
That is all that I can say
Lets ends this here and now FOREVER
Lets never cross each others way

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