tete-a-tete – a story…

June10

“Like freckles,like stains making a huge blot in circumventing egos, passion, companionship or the cuddle factor; it gets difficult to co-exist. It is ruthlessly unmanageable and then you turn boring. Have you? After a daily dose of phone calls, stories, jokes, takes and complains from the quasi-human contact around, it circumfrences the same circle to the start. Emoted or not, it has to beckon like a siren someday sooner or later. Do you have an escape? Well…. I don’t think so! You turn easily expendable. Your jokes, your actions, even your serious heartfelt concerns are by large always mistaken and discharge all social batteries involved. It gives birth to silence.

Silence where you enjoy the solitude whispers, taste the salts of solace and seek ramifications for sometime, only to breach it later.Silence sometime is motivating, mostly not. Its a mere self delusion people indulge in. You are easier to unplug… And when batteries charge you join the race of cacophony without much despair, desacralization. Back on!! Using silence to connect with the chaos of humanity is rather ambitious and painful sometimes. You are so resourceful, easy and lovely and adorable. Prolly you should be a lil more uncouth, lout than gentle and noone will notice it, not even you; even when you are in the periphery horizon of human interaction. And I hope it works for you and you be happy. An easy bedaub is you look for cellphone glues. Yes. Cellphone glues are costlier affair to manage but… and it asks a lil too much in return. It is very unreal and mostly short-lived. Immersion and focus is all you need not social charade.

So I guess its time to move on. Hate it. Love it. This is how it works. The sooner you learn it the better it is for you.” – she said, as she put her favourite doll with a toy cell phone in the closet and locked it.

She was growing up.

posted under Personal Thoughts, PunchBag, Social Networking

8 Comments to

“tete-a-tete – a story…”

On June 12th, 2009 at 3:20 pm Sea Biscuit Says:
Life’s like that!! Sigh!
On June 12th, 2009 at 11:00 pm neha Says:
it all went over my head..:( bt it must be superbly written.. and i know it is.. wow.it is smthing one doesnt have to read but study.. u know wat i mean?
On June 15th, 2009 at 11:30 am admin Says:
@Sea biscuit

Yeah it is…
On June 15th, 2009 at 11:31 am admin Says:
@neha
lol … what a way to pull my leg
On June 16th, 2009 at 3:08 pm Di Says:
Tete-a-tete, eh? More of oral monologue. Quite enjoyed it.
On June 16th, 2009 at 5:57 pm admin Says:
@Di

Hey Divya.. its absolutely fantastic to receive your comment once in a while Thank you for reading me

yeah tete-a-tete is pillow talk … and BINGO!!! you get it right on dot .. its a monologue! i wrote this to vent something in the middle of the night.. after a small jitter with a friend.. but then i didnt want to record it as a nuisance so I added a couple of lines towards the end and edited a couple of words and posted it as a story from the viewpoint of a girl who is doing away with her considered best friend(doll) and moving on in life hence this…. i know as a story its lil half cooked
On June 18th, 2009 at 11:15 pm Nikita Says:
but growing up and doing away with ur best friend (in this case the doll) doesnt sound too gud for me. i mean if u really are attached to that person then u cannot and i mean CANNOT just do away with that friend and move on. a gud friend is a blessing in disguise and no matter however high u reach in ur life u will constantly be reminded of those earlier years when u had those understanding, funny and unprofessional friends in life.

well, i know u will say that u shouldn’t live in the past, but u should neither bury it so as to when u want to recollect the memories u will have to first spoil ur hands in order to remove the dirt from those memories.

…i hope u dont mind such a long comment on ur post…
On June 18th, 2009 at 11:29 pm admin Says:
I totally agree Niki… but this is just a story … and number two such things do happen… it is sad but I have seen some people who think stability is boring.. and just move on in life after some time… and i have also come across the otehr some, who think life must move on and this is just one way to do it.. one dimension.. however i believe in neither of the two!

i hope and pray you dont come across such people in life but they do exist somewhere someplace…

I dont mind your long comment at all … infact am thrilled to know that such a short half cooked story can churn so much thoughts and feelings.. thank you for an honest feedback